March

March 1st

Woke to a bad headache, Took IBRUES that did not help at all. I will see how it goes and maybe take something stronger later.

A knock at the door and Bev was stood there- she was in Lincoln for a few hours so called in. What a nice surprise. She bought me some daffodils.

 

 A nice talk with her, catching up on everything from her family. Pity it could not have bean longer but she had to go too and so did I.

I am at Lindsay today looking after all three children, not what you really want with a bad head. Lindsay is at the hospital with Tracy for a few hours as she is having a little procedure done in the day clinic, a camera inside. The children are all off School because they have had stomach bugs. I hope its all gone now, that is something I don't need.

The children were all quiet and good. Sometimes Jay-Jay and Tommy-Lee fight. After all they are brothers. I remember Wayne and Lindsay fighting, and falling out a lot too. Now they are so much closer. I think its something brothers and sisters do. I know I did with my three brothers.

The day was a long one with Lindsay not getting home till about 7-30 pm.  (Arrived there about 12-30.) Tracy is alright and nothing found that should not be there.

A long day but I enjoy spending time with the children. Yes still the headache, despite more tablets. I don't think it will go now till I have bean to bed and slept.

2nd

Pilate's today and headache has about gone now just a fuzzy head. Any way Pilate's went well, pain in many places though shoulder and left hip the worst.

Angela picked me up in the afternoon and we had an enjoyable few hours together.  Playing with her cat as well. She is the sort of cat that you cannot ignore. Hopefully going to the pictures again very soon.

3rd

I  have managed to get an appointment for ACUPUNCTURE again. Not sure if this will be the last one here. The last few I have had, are too far apart to do much good. Six weeks apart being the average. This was done to enable more new patients to be seen, as this is a student training clinic. Not many more did come though the doors though.

The session was with Amie and Conrad listening in.
Today I had four needles in each leg. Some were a bit sharp but most OK. They were removed then four more in my neck and back. After they were taken out, a massage on my back and shoulders. Painful but relaxing at the same time. Amie said my back was like a brick wall very tight and solid. She did her best and it did feel a little better but very sore and red. I asked about future appointments and Amie said she would ask her Tutor. When she came back the news was good I had an appointment in two weeks. Further ones to be about the same. The price has changed also, instead of a block booking, (it was pay for 4 and get 1 free) now you pay as you go. Still very good at £15.00 a session.

Later in the day a lot of pain shooting up and down my back and neck. Shoulders feel very sore but maybe a bit looser. Amie said it will take of lot of work to get them anywhere near normal,  if  that's even possible.

4th

Today I woke in pain back shoulders and neck. Most I think from yesterdays session.

Age UK again, it was very busy after a slow start. No Sheila but Angela was there.. Everyone was saying how good all the food was. Just about everything is made and cooked there. Gwen (Chef) was not here. Nills takes over and it shows he can do just as well.

Sore throat late night and headache again, it was quite noisy there at Age UK hopefully its just that.

5th

Sore throat, booming head. I think its the dreaded cold virus. I am on my own all day too. Paul is out till about 7.30pm. Lindsay not here either. Good thing in some ways, not so good in others. I always have the seizures in the back of my mind, as something as simple as a cold can set them off again.
I ache all over cold goose bumps but wet with sweat as well. Rested and not much else today.

Wayne is sending me something- as a thank you for helping him out a lot over the past year or so. Also its part for Mothers Day present. Not a clue what it is. The way my head feels its a wonder I can even think.

A knock on the door and WOW its a television for the dining room. THANK YOU WAYNE.
What a lovely surprise. The dining room TV is old but still works, well apart from a bit of buzzing.
Certainly the best thing to happen today.

I feel really bad, Nowhere-- does it not hurt, I have tried to rest but the pain will not go. My head feels like its going to fall off. My throat hurts.

6th

Mothers Day--- Presents and cards from Lindsay, Wayne and Andrew and Summer and a Nana card from the grandchildren..

Flowers and mug from Lindsay and Family.
 At all times!!!
 From Summer.
 
 The big surprise from Wayne. (I will show it set up at a later date.)
A few snowdrops I picked.

A good day but still feeling bad.

7th

Summer had her hair cut today and looks very pretty.


 Before haircut.
Getting groomed.
 Look at all my hair. She looks so sweet.

She is so laid back-almost going to sleep on the grooming table. She just needs a bath/shower now. Not today though when I feel a bit more up to it.

Walked to see my Mum and dad and brother at the Remembrance garden.. I was going yesterday but not feeling good enough.. Not feeling that much better though.
I think with a cold being outside can help or it does me. Today is icy cold, with a strong wind that just cuts though me. Summer went too its quite a long walk there and back, but she enjoyed it--apart from going into the grave yard, for some reason she was scared, dropping her tail and refusing to come through. I picked her up and carried her a while then she seemed alright. Could she see something I could not.??

Back home both of us are tired and cold. A cup of hot tea soon made me feel better and a cuddle with Summer.

9th

Feeling a bit better,  head about right so long as I don't bend down too much. I have not bean to Pilate's today. I think my body would act badly to it. Somehow I have hurt my right hand between the thumb and first finger, quite painful. Hard to grip things as well.

A cold wet dull day Summer did not want to go on the common, choosing instead to go down Sincil Bank. (A road along the river) a bit cleaner than the common but also a shorter walk, but it's her choice.

10th

Feeling quite a bit better today, not dizzy like the past few days. Cleaning up downstairs.

Angela popped in as well always nice to see her.

Spoke to Andrew he is going to Barcelona tomorrow for a few days. Wish I could go with him a few warm days would be nice. I know its not summer weather there-- but its better than cold dreary Britain. Have a good trip Andrew.

Summer had a bath today, and as usual looks snowy white

11th

Age UK. I am going as usual but will take it easy. Nills will let me take breaks if I want them or even come home. We were very busy today since the relaunch we have had a lot of new customers coming in. My hand was not too good and I was dropping a lot more things than normal.

When I got home Wayne was there on an over night visit. So nice to see him even if only for a short time. He is not feeling the best but he said he has bean very busy at work, He hopes it only this and after a good nights sleep will feel a lot better.

Andrew has now arrived in Barcelona till Monday.

12th

Lindsay is here with her three and Ben is here too with his three. Six children and five adults a house full. They all had dinner here cooked mostly by Lindsay.. All good and well behaved, a good day if not a bit noisy.. Wayne and Paul set up the new television, looks good and a far better picture than the last one. All I need now is a Blu ray player.

 

 All set up and working a good picture but should be, the other TV was not HD. 
Very pleased with it, Thank You Wayne.

 14th

A better day for pain today I feel more like me today, is still not good but the best I will get.

A new gas and electric meter fitted today. They are smart ones and send the reading direct, so no more men coming round to read them both. Also it tells you how much you have used in a day.

Angela called in and said we can go to the pictures tomorrow and see Bridge of Spies if you want.
I said yes as we were going last week but I was not well enough. Looking forward to it as well.

15th

Washed the sheets and changed the bed. I am feeling alright but still hurt a lot.
Went to meet Angela at the Odeon to see Bridge of Spies.  After twenty minutes my legs went numb, a lot of pain I thought I would have to leave but after a lot of pins and needles they were quite a bit better and I was able to enjoy the film.  Went to Argos after and got a Blu ray player. Paul set this up for me later. Watched Prison Break works good. Pleased with the set up of the television and Blu ray player. A good day but as usual not with out the dreaded PAIN.

16th

Pilate's was good I felt quite tight and achy before I went, I soon loosened up and felt better for going.
Knees still swollen and sore. Shoulders about the same. I feel a bit stuffed up as well. After affects of the cold I had.


Called to see a friend, Debbie who lives in the street. She is looking after a little dog so sweet she is. Summer and I saw them both while walking this morning. They got on well.

17th

ACCUE appointment I saw Amie, the same girl as last time also Conrad sitting in. Bob came in to see me as well have not seen him for about six months. He said he was sorry the seizures had started up again. Pretty much the same needles as last time. Two extra ones in my left hip to hopefully help it. Two in my nose to help with my stuffed up feeling. These hurt a lot, I have had them a few times before.  A pressure massage on my back and shoulders. This was painful at times but if it helps I am all for it. Going home I felt very sore everywhere. Hopefully this will ease after a few days.

18th

Soon comes round to Friday again I am at Age UK as usual. A bit of help today a work experience girl called Abbie, she was very helpful and the day went very well.  Extremely busy again, so tired when I got home. Fair bit of pain today, the after affects of ACCUE I think. Left hip and shoulders are very tender. Left leg very tight like cramp pains this loosened a bit as the day went on. Sinus not any better.

Later that night, well more early Morning I had a bad nose bleed it just dripped out. I have had trouble with this for years. This all started when I was in hospital for RSD pain when it got out of control. My blood pressure was high and I burst a vessel in my nose. This was cauterised in the hospital twice. Also many times after, till they could do no more. The skin is very thin now.

The bleed settled down only to start again much worse, spurting out in a fountain. A lot of blood everywhere from the front room to the bathroom. I should have let it drip in the bin, but didn't think of this till later. Both hands full of blood a dash to the bathroom dripping on the way. Finally stopped bleeding after about ten minutes. The toilet looked like someone had their throat cut. Then I had to clean up all the blood as well. Not the best of nights.

19th

Not too bad a night I half expected to wake to a pillow covered with blood. No everything was alright. I however had another nose bleed later in the afternoon. Not as bad as last night, this left me with a weird headache and pain in my jaw and cheeks. The head pain went from ear to ear across my head.

Apart from that a quiet day just usual things.

20th

Lindsay popped in and said I looked tired and my face looked swollen with sunken eyes. I felt and looked my age today. That's what nearly twelve years of RSD pain and suffering does for you.

Cleaned up stairs but at times felt dizzy I can mostly sort the pain out, but have no control over that.
I will give this virus, infection, or whatever it is a few more day to work itself out then if no better will go to the Docs.

22nd

Day on my own Paul out most of day. A lot of pain in my face and head, I have a soft spot that comes up a lot and is sore. Never bean sure what this is I have had it for years, started in junior school, yes years ago !!! even the wind or someone just touching it is painful. I looked it up on the Internet and there is a lot of reference pointing to sinus trouble. There are glands at the point where the swelling and pain is. This would fit in with everything else going on. I do have a blocked sinus as well, this could be drained but, I have bean told this is not always advisable as it comes back. The operation also is not nice. I would never consider any operation that was not serious or almost life threatening anyway as this could make the RSD much worse.

23rd

Pilate's struggled today but still enjoyed it. Jo had brought hand weights for us to use. I did not as this makes the pain worse. I still did what everyone else did, but without the weights.

Paul managed to get me an appointment at the Doctors. She said I have a sinus infection, also the operation on my nose for a deviated septum (this is where the bone in the middle of the nose moves to one side and stops there) when I was seventeen, needs doing again. She thinks this is why I have bean getting all the bad nose bleeds. Pressure on the right side. This operation will not go ahead unless things get really bad. I can still breathe though my nose on both sides, just about anyway. Apart from colds but most people have a problem then anyway.  ANTIBIOTICS -- DOXYCYCLINE 100mg 2 to start with then 1 a day, also given nose drops  VISAMETHASONE DROP as needed
Hopefully this will help.

24th

Angela came round to see me, she is well and has an interview in a few weeks time. All the best and good luck to you. We just sat and talked about all sorts.

I am still doing the knitting for the Barbies I had to lay off a while as it hurt my head to bend over.
Still feeling a bit dizzy but some of the pain has gone.

Jay-Jay is here for the night, we all watched the new Star Wars film, The Force awakens. I am not a fan of this usually, but I really did enjoy it.  

25th

Another normal day well that is apart from Jay-Jay being here. We both walked into the town so he could get his hair cut. Since his hair has bean short he likes it to look just right. Tommy-Lee is the same. I Still liked it long though, but short hair does suit them both. I think they have the faces that any style would look good.

Paul has gone to Lindsay's, to watch football as the channel its on, we do not get. He is picking Jay-Jay up later as he is at a sleep over for a Birthday night.

26th

Lindsay not here today so most on my own again.

Summer is in season and acts very strange, she mounts the door stop soft dog and licks him, geting him very wet. Poor thing I think she wants a boyfriend.

I made some cakes today a complete disaster they just sunk. I threw the first lot and started again. The second lot was a bit better but not by much. I looked it up on the good old Internet and the list was endless. Oven too hot, too cold, not mixed enough, mixed too much. This went on and on. I think may be it was the flour not right. New flour on Friday,  then I will try again usually my cakes are very good. 

Clocks forward an hour (British Summer Time change) so less in bed. Not sure for me, if this is good or bad. I am listening to Harry Potter's books, I enjoy them and can knit or sew at the same time. I  first started listening to talking books quite a few years ago when my eyes were bad, and not behaving due to RSD or the MEDICATION. the words just jumped about on the page or merged all together. This made impossible reading. They are good if you have problems reading as well for what ever reason. Harry Potter I am enjoying more too, as Stephen Fry reads them all. I am on book three The Prisoner of Azkaban.

27th

Up even early despite the hour change. The weather is cold and wet. My infection I think is going but I can never be too sure until the ANTIBIOTICS are stopped on Wednesday. Sometimes I need two lots.

We are going out soon for a trip to Doncaster Wildlife Park. We went there in  August 2012 with Lindsay and the boys. This is around about an hours journey so not too bad. Not too bad on the way legs and hips hurt but I have had a lot worse journeys.

We arrived had a cup of tea then set off to the animals. Very windy and cold here too but I was dressed for the weather. We saw the Mearcats first,  just about everyone love them. They are so funny and cute. The park is very spaced out and a lot of walking is needed to see them all.

Tigers, Lions, Giraffes, Polar Bears, Giant Otters, Baboons, Camels, plus many more to see. The Park is expanding too so a few things were not in the right places. Everyone has lots of room not like other parks. There are three Lion prides too. Most were sleeping but they did make an appearance later. Don't blame them either, they looked so snug and warm in their dens.
The pictures are from a phone as we forgot the camera, but they are quite good ones, not many, as it run out of juice.


Ring tailed Lemurs. 
Black white ruffled Lemurs.
These little Lemurs were sun bathing.
Red river Hog.
Pleased this one was well secured. A frog owl.
Land of the Tiger.
Mr Leopard.  These had a new big enclosure to play in.

We had dinner at a place called Caramba they served us Burritos and Spicy fries. I had the Chilly Beef one, Paul the Spicy Chicken, very nice too. More looking around,

 
 Me just after dinner.
 
 
 
 
 These Giant Otters were being fed fish.
 Mara- a cross between a rabbit and a small deer.
A squirrel monkey.
I think these Marmosets had just bean given food.
A common Marmoset all alone..


We saw some Wallaby's one had a little baby in her pouch and it kept peeking out. The mum kept pushing it back in I think it was too cold for it to be out. As just after it went very black and cold and a lot of the animals headed for their shelters. A quick shower then fine again.

We did good with the weather too only that quick very blustery shower. Later after more looking around we had a cream cake a a cup of tea. TASTY.  A nice day out and not to bad money wise £16.50 per adult less for older ones or disabled.  If you book ahead its cheaper but we could not do it on the day. Prices are not too bad for food either both dinner came to £14.50 including a cup of tea. These might go up later in the year when the season gets going properly.

www.yorkshirewildlifepark.com  website to visit. 

I ached a lot later, it not sometimes how far I walk-- its the up and down bits that seem to cause the pain. Never mind it was a good day.

28th

Well you can tell its Summer time VERY cold, wet and an icy wind on the common. The ground is also very wet and mud everywhere. There are a lot of underground spring/natural drainage so with the wet weather we have had, the common has more lakes than usual. Trying to keep Summer out of them is also hard, as we will get past then she will double back and run through the mud and wet. She is a dog that likes being scruffy and mucky. I still love her dirty or clean.

 
 Getting a cuddle


Last day of the ANTIBIOTICS, so time will tell soon if the infection has gone. I feel better, not the horrible pain in my face and head. Also the swelling has gone down.    


30th

Three visitors today- his parents and Angela. Later Jay-Jay and Tommy-Lee are here stopping tonight. They had tea here sausage beefburgers potatoes and three veg. They both enjoyed their food.
After they  went to play in the garden. Ben from two doors away saw them and came round to join in.
Back to his house to play football as garden is bigger. Soon they were all  back as it was getting dark. Played Kur plunk With Ben till he went home. Soon it was time for bed. They settled good.

As usual a night of knitting and listening to story books.

31st

Today is our Mine and Paul Wedding Anniversary- forty one years.

Jay-Jay and Tommy-Lee had a good night. Jay-Jay came on the common with Summer. He took a few pictures of the Cathedral a good view from higher up.  Later Lindsay and Jamie-Lee came to take them into town to get Tommy-Lees hair cut and a bit of shopping. The boys are going to stop again next week. Jay-Jay would have liked to stay longer but, I am out at Age UK tomorrow

Its bean a Spring like day so I have bean in the garden, doing a bit of pruning and general tidy up.


Lindsay and every one arrived back here to get the boys over night things. A bit more out in the garden. I am tired and ache but pleased with the garden now. This looks very nice now.

A a varied month for me. hope thing are going well for you all.

 I will leave you with these two pictures of Summer in her basket  getting settled for bed, after a long day.


So sweet.


All the very best love Gill



 






































February





February 1st

I have a Nurse's appointment for a smear test this is the last one I have as over 65s don't get one. I know I am only 60 but they are every 5 years. So the next one I will be over 65.

On to Age UK for the Grand Opening of the refurbished and newly named cafe. When I arrived there were lots of people. More than I had ever seen in the cafe. The new name is "The Park Street Eateries."
I am not keen on the name and a few I know feel the same. I put in two suggestions "The Welcome Cafe", and "Park it", as I mentioned last month. Oh well the name is nothing so long as the food stops the same and the volunteers keep coming.

I feel very bloated and swollen, a lot of discomfort today. (I wish some one could rename this RSD and my other things and take them away.)

2nd

I still feel off it--More tired than normal and a lot less sleep. I think I am retaining water. I slipped on the common while out walking Summer and hurt my left knee and pulled my groin. Very wet and slidey on there.

My friend John is here this afternoon. He is well and had a piece of my Christmas cake with his cup of tea. He always enjoys my cakes. His Birthday is very soon so he will get a cake from me.

3rd

Pilate's went well I hurt a lot today especially my groin and my knee is throbbing. Apart from that not too bad.

My friend Angela is coming for tea today.  Back from Pilate's I feel a little bit sick, that feeling when you are not sure if you are hungry or feel full. I decided to do a few jobs anyway. Cup of tea first though. I prepared tea and scrubbed the kitchen floor which was well over due. I sat for a while till Angela came. She said I didn't look very good. Ashen was the word she used.

Lindsay phoned up and asked if I would have the boys for an hour or so. I said I would even though 
I felt a bit rough. The boys are no trouble anyway unless they start fighting that is.
They got here straight from school and said I looked a bit strange, that is more strange than normal.

They both settled down to doing things on the computer and laptop. No trouble at all.

I went up stairs and felt very strange nearly passing out. I managed to get down and went straight in the bathroom where I wrenched my guts up. I could not wee either not a good sign as it means that things are not right with me. Paul got me into the dining room where I started to have seizures. Lots of them.

PAUL's STORY
I arrived home about 4-00pm. Gill was in the bathroom and said she was not feeling very well and too be honest she didn't look very well. She start to heave like she was going to be sick. She was sat in front of the loo throwing up but it was only thick flem but she heaving for about 20 minutes, I helped her onto the loo as she said she needed a wee but only did a few trickles and was nearly passing out. I helped her back into her chair in the dining room and found that her friend Angela had decided to go home as Gill was unwell. Gill was still not with it and unfortunately had her first seizure just around 5-00pm with 3 following in quick succession. The look in her face was weird, totally vacant as if no one was at home if you know what I mean and was totally unresponsive. I decided that I had to dial 999 for an ambulance. Gill and I have spoken about this in the past and we agreed that I only call for help if it is really really necessary and in this case I thought I'd chosen the correct option. The ambulance arrived about 5-15pm, the ambulance station is basically just round the corner. The ambulance crew arrived, and my daughter Lindsay arrived while they were here, they took all her observations and tested her blood sugar levels. She had another 6 or 7 seizures and after a bit of umming and arring it was decided that they take her to Hospital with Lindsay accompanying her. I arrived at the Hospital at just gone 7-00pm. Shortly afterwards Lindsay decided to go home. Gill had her 2nd ECG at 7-30pm. Another Doctor examined her at 7-40pm and later took blood samples. They gave her 5mg of Diazepam to help relax her. Gill was all over the bed, like a thing possessed and didn't know who I was, she had a look of sheer fright and horror in her eyes. This as you can imagine is very upsetting and a tear or two were shed. She kept looking for the "monsters" and any movement really scared her and she was still unresponsive. She finally settled down and went into like a coma sleep. At about 9-15pm there was a tremendously load bang on the ward which made her jump slightly, I was still trying to get back into my skin and she settled straight away. at 9-20pm she turned weirdly into the bed guard and wedged herself. The nurses struggled to wake her enough to get her back into the centre of the bed and she again settled straight away. At 9-30pm she was snoring like a pig and was still fast asleep at 10-30pm, Still sleeping at 11-05 when a nurse came in and said she could go home. I told her she shouldn't be going home and that you would have a job and a half to wake her up. The nurse tried everything in the book to wake her including pressing her thumbs into the pressure points and finger nails into the ear lobes and like I had told her nothing would wake her up. At 11-50pm the nurse came back into the bay and she said Gill was being transferred to EAU Entrance (A) until she woke up. I said something to the effect of don't hold your breathe. I left her in the hands of a very nice nurse at about 1-45am. They finally let her home on the Saturday evening. I hope that nurse had tremendous lung capacity,


 4th

I do not remember much of yesterday afternoon at all. Only going by what I was told. Lindsay went with me in the Ambulance. I know that now. A & E is a blur though. The temperature in there was 25.2degC (Lindsay told me later it was too hot she had to go outside.) Very hot and a bad headache now. 

I was supposed to be at Sheffield for an appointment today as well. Moved to a short stay ward.
At least the seizure's have stopped. Feeling a bit rough after 30 plus of them.
Taken for a chest X-ray in a wheelchair very shaky. Coming back I started the seizures again falling from the chair. I think I must have flashed as I had nothing on underneath. I was told I had quite a few seizures. I came round with an airway in my mouth, with a lot of faces looking at me. I was lifted on to a trolley and taken back to the ward. I continued to have more seizures. Paul and Lindsay soon arrived to visit. I still cannot wee either. I are going to have a bladder scan soon. I hope it not going to be a Catheter again. The ward is so busy and noisy and so HOT 25c.

5th

Could be going home today the Doctor said see how I go on throughout the day. I am very unsteady on my feet and still the wee problem I have bean but its very hard to do anything much.

I have made friends with the girl in the next bed. She has a bad chest infection but is improving now.
She has bean on my blog as well and is very interested in it.  Get in Touch please if you read this by leaving a comment.  (We did not exchange numbers as I was unexpectedly  moved in the early hours of the morning to the other ward. She moved further down this ward earlier for the new lady.)

Paul has brought in my I pod so I did at least have music to listen to. I must have asked at least 3 different Nurses to set up the radio and let me have head phones. They are so busy and under staffed its stupid.

Angela, Vera, and John came to see me with 2 primulas and a card from everyone at Age UK


  The plants they brought me.

I thought that was really nice. Paul dropped Vera and John off as they live not far from use. Angela stayed a bit longer.   
The new lady next to me now, (They moved my friend to get this new lady nearer the nurses station not good for me good job I don't need much sleep). She needs 1 to 1 and is quite violent hitting, kicking and biting the nurses.

I settled to sleep about 4am. I was woken at 5-00am to move wards.

6th

Awoken up about 7am so a very short night. Hopefully going home today.
This ward is so quite after the last one only 4 beds not 8 like the last ward. Three lovely ladies as well.

Walked unaided to the toilet a few feet away. I feel better but far away feeling. YES home-- I am going home today later after tea if things stay the same and no more problems occur so pleased that its a short stay this time.
Paul came about 7am and I said goodbye to everyone, me in a wheelchair and off. Even though I only knew those ladies a day I got on so well with them. Quick Paul RUN  they might change their minds and keep me here. Called into MEAU short stay ward but I think my friend had gone I say think, as no one seemed to know her. A lot of Bank staff on.

Summer went mad so pleased to see her Mum she sat with me the rest of the night. So good to be home. A few bruises on my shoulder, hip, back ribs, and a grazed elbow. Still I think I got off lightly.

8th

Lindsay here to keep an eye on me. I feel alright a bit week and unsteady but not too bad. Weeing is about right now. Lindsay and I took Summer for her walk she loved it running and sliding on the common mostly on the mucky bits.

Yes a good day a bit different to the last time I was in Hospital in 2014 where I remained for 6 weeks less 1 day. I took ages to recover then.

9th

Angela came round with some Lilly's for me very pretty.


She stayed a while. We took Summer on the common both enjoyed it as much as Summer I think.

Night time Jo from Pilate's (Tutor) came round to see me and brought me some roses and a home made card.

 Roses from Jo.
Card on the left is from Jo the one on the right is from everyone at Age UK.

She knew me before the seizures and with them, so has seen how they have affected me.
A lot more bruising to right shoulder and it hurts so much. Feels very tender under the right back ribs as well. I think this must have bean where I fell from the wheelchair (X Ray) and hit the floor I think.

Now its a waiting game to see if these dam seizures have gone or will strike up again. I don't feel too bad otherwise. Not had a seizure since May. I thought they were over, But NO they were just waiting in the wings ready to attack when I least expect it.


10th

A cold but sunny day on the common. My brother and sister in Law came to see me at night and brought me some primulas.  Such lovely colours. It's my Birthday very soon.


These are really lovely.

11th

                            I went in the greenhouse today and had two very unusual flowers!!!!!
 Tabby pleased to see me.
 Mr Ginge chilled as ever.
Tabby again.
They were both asleep till they saw me.

My friend Lyn came to see me and brought me a present and card. I could get used to this. Trouble is I got most of what I wanted for Christmas so no presents ideas for anyone this year. Nice to get surprises.

12th

On my own with Summer today on the common. Nice to be free, I know I have not bean shut up for long but I am an outdoor person. I feel so much better out than in when I can.

Angela came round and also brought me a present and card. Nice to have this attention.

Night time and out for a meal with Paul's family. I am in a lot of pain with my shoulder and neck. Nerve pain shooting down my arm and neck very swollen. Hurts just with a gentle touch.


I still have not got my full appetite back yet, so only managed half of my food panini and fry's. A mixed night.

When we got back Wayne had come for a surprise visit. A very good surprise too. A good end to a bad day.

13th

My Birthday and Paul's dads too. Took Summer on the common and Wayne came too. Cold day but sunny I enjoyed it and think Wayne did too. I know Summer did she was going crazy running around. I think she was showing off to Wayne.

Lindsay and Jamie-Lee came a bit later Jamie-Lee got me these flowers.

 She was so proud she chose them herself, they are from her brothers as well.

The boys and Jamie-Lee are here later for tea with Lindsay and Ben (her boyfriend)

My friend Jo came round with these flowers and a card. Thank you Jo.


Lots of presents and cards. Pictures later of rest.
 
 Flowers from Paul.


My shoulder has got more bruising than yesterday considering it happened nine days ago. A lot of extra tablets taken this week.

 
 Swollen and very painful.


Chinese for tea with everyone, lots of food and enough for tomorrow as well everyone ate till they were stuffed. Tommy-Lee was here but not Jay-Jay which was a shame. He was at his Dads. He did want to come too. A good meal enjoyed by everyone here.

I made my friend John a cake yesterday so finished off icing and decorating it tonight. Quite pleased with it too. The cake was so light it was almost falling apart. Hope he likes it. He is very keen on Butterfly's.



Rang up the people that got me cards or present before the day-- and thanked them all or left messages.  Of course thanked every one on the day for making my Birthday a bit special than a normal day. Thank you one and all.

 
14th

Looking after Jamie-Lee today or should I say Wayne is. She has become Wayne's best friend and is following him around like a little pup. Wayne does not see her too much and last Christmas she was a bit shy, not this time. We managed to keep her entertained all day and she was very good.  Wayne bought Paul and himself Pizzas for dinner Jamie-Lee too had some. I don't have then because they upset my stomach.
Paul got me a cake as well but forgot about it till today he had left it in the car. Very tasty too.


The forgotten cake.


Paul took Wayne to the Newark Station to get his train back to Halifax and Timmy cat of course.

A good day, Tracy came to pick her up and after a cup of coffee headed home. Jamie-Lee was quite tired by now, nearly falling asleep in the chair. I must admit she was not the only one tired. Sleep is still not good with me.  

A good weekend with a load of special bits for me. Nice to have Wayne here to talk to.

Presents, flowers and cards I received yesterday.

 Charm from Lindsay and family and the other charm from Tracy.
 All my presents and cards.
Cards I received
Plus the one I got later from Jay-Jay.


15th

Today Paul and I are having a few days at the seaside, Scarborough to be exact. A Birthday treat for me well both of use really.

Quite a few things to do before we go. Make sure Ben next door is alright; he is. I told him we were away for a few days. Took John's cake to him. (He was not there so left it with a friend who wanted a piece of it..) Picked up tablets and last thing but not the least take Summer to Lindsay for her Holiday.
Everything sorted and on the road ready to go. A cold day but sunny so far.

Got going and rain started to fall, then snow. The wind was howling and where we are going the seaside may be not the best time. Never mind it can only get better.

Not too bad a journey stopped once. Shoulder is still very sore but so long as it does not get touched or someone bashes into me- I think I can cope. The worst is over now. Funny I was thinking when I had the seizures coming back from X-ray, no one checked me out or asked me how I was.

Arrived at the Guest house the couple seem very nice and carried the bags to our room. Quite a large room too with shower, not a bath as I would have liked but it will be OK.

We went for a look round, neither of us have bean here before, close by but not Scarborough itself.

 

Very cold icy wind and so strong. Had some tea- fish (very large portion's) and chips for Paul, Yorkshire fish cake and chips for me.
 
 Very nice it was too. we waddled back to our room.
The fish and chip shop where we had tea we can recommend it.


16th

Woke after a fair night to a very sharp frost and very strong wind but sunny day. After breakfast which was excellent, we set off exploring. We have decided to walk to the other beach- the South side we are staying on the North side. This part is more residential, the other more commercial and holiday things. A lot more noise too I would say, nice and quite here, but we are still close enough to walk with no trouble ten to fifteen by road properly thirty by the beach road..
We have decided to go by the beach road. May be not the best as so cold but never mind we are well dressed for it. The wind is so strong that it nearly blew me off my feet at times. Paul did not have this trouble and his feet remained on the floor.

 
 
 
 I was very cold I think this shows.
This it the bit we walked along to the south side from the north side,

When we got there we stopped for a cup of tea and a warm up, everyone was saying how cold and rough it was. After we had finished our tea and was well warmed up we set off again.

   
   
 
 
 
 
 
A walk on the beach, Donkeys here too. Looked around a bit, not as cold here more sheltered. Spent a few coins in the Arcade.

 
  A seagull made friends with us or was it the bits of cake we gave him?

We went up in a Tram lift.
 
 

Then we headed back again this time by the road like I said not as far. Back to our room for a rest.

Out at the Pub across the road called "The Albert" and having a meal. Very nice here, people playing pool and just having a nice time. Our food arrived  Lasagne for me and Chicken curry for Paul. Tasty too all home made. A bit of a walk then back to the Guest House as much colder now.


17th

Home today a very wet and foggy day still very cold. A last look round and we said our goodbyes, then headed off home. Fair ride for me shoulder not as painful now. Stopped off about half way for some dinner, well a bowl of soup for me still full from Breakfast not used to so much in the morning.

 
 
 Going across Humber Bride the rain/sleet was really bad. Paul could hardly see.

 
Home now to get Summer. I have missed her but I know she likes it at Lindsay, and Suey there too and they get on so well. She was so pleased to see me well both of us. Lindsay said she had bean good and settled. Home now, pleased, getting tired and pain is building up..

After these seizures I am never sure if that's the end or more to come. Its like a waiting game.
Nice bath later and a warm bed.

18th

Usual sleep. Took Summer on the common cold again and windy. Summer loved it, she does not get an every day walk with Lindsay but the Children run around and play with her. Washing and ironing and putting in the plants I got for my Birthday.  I got very cold and it brought on a RAYNARD attack in my hands very painful, always makes me feel sick and shaky. I had a few pansies to move but they can wait for a warmer day. Nice to be home with my little Pup.


19th

Age UK today I have missed them. Will be good to be back there. We have a laugh as well as working. A busy day I coped quite well. Nills' son was helping me, a very nice lad we got on well. I get on with most people though. He is a credit to his parents.

Out at night time with Tracy's parents plus Lindsay and Tracy of course, for a carvery. They live London way so had over a three hour journey to get home later. They have bean here a few days visiting. A nice meal and funny company.  They are a very jokey couple when they get going, encouraged by everyone here a lot of laughs

20th

Not much voice to day very croaky throat not sore but very dry and raspy. I am sorting out my knitting wool and sewing boxes.

Very cold on the common but sunny as well. A man said the weather was going to be cold and frosty for the next two weeks. Nice to see the sun out again.

Lindsay not here today so I am going to tackle my wardrobe and shelves. I have bean saying this for a while now. Today is the day. Got rid of quite a few older things and stuff I have not worn for ages. Trouble is when you get rid- you need it again. I did this with a pin stripe trousers suit that was a bit tight in the bum mind you they were small size 8. I spent the nearly six weeks in Hospital, (2014) lost a lot of weight (I think it was over a stone and a half) and everything was too big. They would have fitted me, but they had gone. I have put the weight back on now but it took a while. I weigh about eight stone eight to eight stone ten. Now a size ten in most things. I do feel better as well.
I got most of the wardrobe done, just a few bits to finish off tomorrow.

21st

Still weird voice. I have got Jay-Jay and Jamie-Lee here while Tommy-Lee is playing football. A Welton team today, the same village where I went to Secondary School.
Jamie-Lee looks a bit pale and says she has a headache. I went and got her some PARACETAMOL
liquid. She perked up after a while still looked a bit pale though.
Took Jay-Jay to get his hair cut with Jamie-Lee and met Lindsay there who took Jamie leaving Tommy to have his cut also. His team did not win, they lost the match 2-1, Lindsay said it was a good one though. That was apart from the goalie breaking his arm. Hope you heal soon mate.

The boys got their hair done so we started to walk back home. I told Lindsay I would bring them home. They got some fry's on the way. We also called at the charity shop as Jay-Jay had seen a stake board on the way down. I said if it was still there on the way back he could have it, it was £3.00. Tommy-Lee looked round for something for him. He chose a table top football set which the lady let us have a £1.00 cheaper plus a Barbie doll for Jamie all for £10-00 BARGAIN. The football set was new but, as we found out later was all in bits so had to be put together. Eight screws per corner not easy, as I found out. I left them putting the rest together as I had to go home as it was dark and getting colder. Tracy gave me a lift.

A nice day but as usual when I have the children it can be expensive. Lindsay did offer to give me back what I had spent but I said No I'll treat them.

22nd

Fair night but short as usual. Washing, ironing and finishing off my wardrobe. Also gave Summer a bath, snowy white again but not for long. The common is a right mess at the moment. I could take her somewhere cleaner, but she loves it so much on there and so do I. Just a few more baths that's all.

I don't feel too bad today, the bruise on my shoulder has almost gone now, still hurts but its getting there as they say, where that is I'm not sure? Left hip a bit sore today and sore knees.

Packing up a box to send to Andrew in Amsterdam, presents and things that were left here to send on and others that have bean bought for him. Made some mince pies for him plus a chunk of Christmas cake also Mexican cheese which he loves. Hopefully he will receive this over the next few days.


23rd

Bed 3.30am took a while to settle, pain in the centre of my chest. Awoke 6am and again 7am this time to a violent headache. When I bend down the pain is worse, also across my cheeks. I think I might have a bit of a sinus infection going on. I am also coughing up chunks of yellow stuff. Things can only get better. The heat while I was in hospital was so bad no telling what bugs I could have caught.
I took it a bit easier and by late afternoon my pain had all most gone. That is the added pain not the RSD type. Nice if that would go and not come back. As I know there are a lot of RSD sufferers a lot worse than me.


24th

Bit better night but still awake after only two and half hours. No headache but still coughing up stuff. I will see how this goes before I bother the Doctor.

Pilates, back again after two weeks away. The moves are good for me and I think help. Most there   would agree. Jo usually has a full class with more waiting to join. A better day all round.

25th

Early start again awake at 6am laid there for a while to see if I could go back to sleep. no such luck.
I got up at just gone 7am. not sure why I am waking up  earlier as most nights going to bed later.
Anyway never mind its another nice but cold day again frost and an icy wind on the common.

Angela is here later and is coming back from Wales where she has bean for a family funeral. As she has bean away a few days, her cat Saba went too but she was not impressed with Wales.

Andrew has received his parcel, in Amsterdam. Only took two days- on the 23rd it was still in our house.

26th

Age UK---To start with it was very slow, then it was like a bus trip had arrived. Very busy from then on. Sheila is not here today or next week. Another lady called Caroline who I worked with before was on the till. In fact she was the first person I worked with when I first started at Age UK. We work well together. Angela is back from Wales too. She is doing alright. A good day busy wise. Pain wise terrible, I ache all over. Taken IBRUES and  DIHYDROCODEINE as many as I dare. This helped a little but not enough. I have not taken any OROMORPTH as this can make head aches worse. Weird as I can go quite a few days with normal pain, then it hits me like a brick.


27th

Lindsay and everyone here today. The boys are going to their Dads later. They were mostly on the computer. So I did not see too much of them. They are both well at the moment. Jamie stayed with me and Lindsay. We played with the Big Red play bus and Pop up Pirate. Summer played too.


28th

Jamie-Lee here with me again as Tommy-Lee has a football match. I have bean knitting a lot of Barbie clothes for her dolls. I gave her them to play with, or should I say both of us to play. She told me I was very clever to make them and liked them. Summer had things put on her paws and head too. We had a good day playing.

 
 
 Jamie-Lee and Summer plus the Barbie dolls.

Lindsay came back Tommy-Lee's team got beat but Lindsay said they played a good game. After dinner they all headed off home. A bit of peace for me.

Changed the bedding and washed them all and ironed them later. Bedrooms cleaned tomorrow hopefully.


I never know how my RSD will treat me. I was having a good session, when the seizures started up again. Do I not suffer enough ??? I have to get more added. I know this time it was a short block lasting only two days. This is enough to make me feel bad and the time it takes to get over it as well. Does RSD know when to stop? Obviously not. Oh well I got through it again. Hopefully I would like to run again very soon. At times I do wonder if this will ever happen. Whats the saying-- Never say die.


My beautiful Amaryllis- that Lindsay bought me.

All the best to every one out there Love Gill.









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